Sunday, July 12, 2009

Barbeque on Eat to Live

Yesterday we went to a graduation party and BBQ. I wasn't sure how this was going to be, so I drank a blended salad before the party.

I also brought a bottle of Kombucha so that I felt like I still had a treat and wouldn't be tempted to drink the beer.

Amazingly, I really enjoyed myself and it was great to catch up with friends. I made sure to think of it as a way to see people and the food and beer were secondary. My g/f ate at the BBQ and drank a beer and the funny thing was that I didn't even want any. I looked at the spread of food and it looked like there was the 7 layer taco dip (mostly cheese and sour cream) a couple of mayonnaise laden potato salad dishes, brats and burgers, lots of chips, cookies, and fruit. We brought the fruit. As we were leaving, I noticed that the fruit barely had a dent in it. No big surprise.

I started to get hungry after we had been there for a while and knew that I had better leave. We stopped at the co-op, but the deli was closed and there was NOTHING in the case that I could eat. I started to have a break down and realized that the party may have had a bigger impact on me than I had anticipated.

The good news is that I recognized what was happening and didn't allow my emotional eating to take over. This is so new for me and feels really amazing. Still hard and a lot of emotions are surfacing as I am not medicating with food anymore, but I feel just great.

I weighed at the gym today and am down 7 pounds already! Plus, I feel really great. I have not had any fibromyalgia or dysplasia flair ups either, which is just amazing!

Yesterday was hard in some ways and easy in others. I am going to allow myself to keep feeling good. This thing is actually working. Thanks Dr. Fuhrman!


Food today has been pretty minimal. I have a bit of a stomach bug and haven't had much of an appetite. Am just finishing a banana, spinach, mango, pineapple smoothie and feel pretty good. Also ate just a bit of eat to live vegan lasagna. Amazingly good, but a bit much for right now.

2 comments:

kneecap said...

Way to go! Congratulations on your social successes and weight loss. Does your g/f follow this plan too? I'm the cook in my house so my g/f happily eats what I prepare (thankfully) and then supplements with coke, pretzels, crackers and candy bars. She doesn't believe me when I say it's bad for you. Oh well! So do you go to the MGB classes or just work out on your own?

Tough Chick said...

Thanks. She is about like your g/f, but eats 'healthy' junk food from the coop :) Actually, she is pretty healthy and has eaten everything that I make. She also cooks ETL meals for me, so I have it pretty good.

I usually just work out on my own. I used to be an instructor and the webmaster at the MBG, but have switched jobs and don't really have time to teach classes. I have a ton of equipment, so there is no need to drive across town to the gym. It is a great gym though.